so my post the other day was me being not nice to the male species.
ughh. they are so frustrating dont ya know....
im not the type of girl that always has to have a boy because i get annoyed with them so easily...i have plenty going on in my life so i dont need to try to fit you into it...thats my philosophy...even when i am kinda talking to someone or whatever i dont feel the need for us to see each other every day or even talk everyday for all i care...
i havent genuinely liked someone since ive come to college....until now.
its so dumb. and frustrating. why do i finally meet someone i really like when im about to be at camp all summer so we wont be able to see each other or talk for 3 months. i already know the answer to this trust me. and i believe it dont get me wrong...if its meant to happen it will...but that doesnt make it less frustrating.
who knows...im probably already getting ahead of my self...we still have two weeks of school left and things could even fall apart before then...but im hoping it doesnt.

i will say though that i do still have common sense about the whole thing...we went and got ice cream together tonight and he asked me to come watch a movie and i said no because i have a paper to write...smart me even though i wanted to hang out...my friend on the other hand who has the same paper and a crush on a boy is there currently and worrying that she will be up all night working on it....but thats a chance she is willing to take if it means spending time with her boy. lol....stupid boys....they make people crazy.

anyway....about that paper=/